i have ha a lot of time to just think about things, and i have concluded that things are good, though certain people being in certain places is less than desireable.
i saw two people the other night who i absolutely despise. i was not in a normal state of mind, thankfully, because otherwise i would have not handled myself so well. i started laughing, REALLY laughing, like on the floor you might pee your pants laughing at my unfortunate circumstance in this moment and it made me forget about all the bad things and i realized how over it i am. and it was even better because i could tell she was so pissed i was there. suck on that, ho.
i miss you. i feel distant lately and i really dont like that but i guess the world has not ended yet. more like you just have better things to do, although in 2 weeks you wont. i cant be excited yet because i dont feel like you even care.
tonight is a good night for star gazing and bonfires and good conversations.
